Hello,
I'm Kane Fox. Welcome to my Mystical
Website. The picture to the left is of me. I am a light brown fox who wears
a light blue shirt and blue pants with overalls and a blue bow tie. I may
have separated from Erik
Mouse, a part of him separated from the rest. It may have
been necessary for Erik Mouse for some
reason unknown. Perhaps this occured in an event at his grandma's house.
I am his self protection and his strength, his animus. But I am separated
from Erik Mouse and he is quite exposed
to any type of danger he may accidently get into with me protecting him
somewhat obliquely. There might also be issues from the past that Erik
Mouse is trying to work out in his dreams. Maybe from childhood
considering a milk symbol in a dream. I may have been a part of him when
Erik Mouse was a child, that I was
incorporated into himself. The qualities that I have may be missing parts
of Erik Mouse that have been given
their own personality and created me. And, I may need to be accepted by
Erik Mouse and incorporated back into
himself. I may hold memories of past hurt along with some of Erik
Mouse's qualities and that hurt may need to be realized before
he can accept this part of himself.
When Erik
Mouse visits his grandma's house, he can sometimes sense the
anthropomorphic fox (me) somewhere in his grandma's house. Erik
Mouse came up and got my name when he went home one time and
had his eyes closed almost napping, and caught a glimpse of what I looked
like. My name came to Erik Mouse when
he was, for some reason unknown, remembering his grandma saying something
about a Kane. As for the washing machine dream, most people say
that water represents your emotions. So perhaps Erik
Mouse was searching for a way to either release his emotions
or to conceal them as it appeared that in that dream, he was looking for
a way to get rid of the water that was in the washing machine before his
mom showed up.
Speaking of ways to conceal or
release emotions, Erik Mouse had an
idea of a suit in replica of me that is one-piece. But rather being sewn
into it, it would have a zipper on the back hidden under my shirt where
my shirt can be pulled up and the zipper pulled down to allow him to get
out of the suit. If you think that suit even with a zipper on the back
is a very bad idea, which I and many others don't think it is, please let
Erik Mouse know why you think it is
a very bad idea by
e-mailing him.
The reason he had this as a daydream is from being in his Erik
Mouse suit. When Erik Mouse
is in his Erik Mouse suit, it feels
so confortable and warm that he doesn't want to "take it off".
So the daydream of the suit in replica of me is basically an idea of Erik
Mouse's where he would feel my complete protection as the suit
is me all around him and what is trying to harm him or what he is scared
up would, technically, have to go through me to get to him. In the suit,
Erik Mouse would also feel the warmth
of my loving heart and faith that I'm right there with him.
Erik
Mouse also feels that I am his spirit guardian, but he is very
shy and scared in crowds. The reason is that maybe Erik
Mouse was lost in a crowd as a child, but he doesn't recall
that.
Erik Mouse believes that it is a fear
of many strangers that could hurt at anytime because I can't defend him
against all those would be attackers. In a big crowd of people, Erik
Mouse feels that he wants to go back to his safe place, but
becomes scared when he learns that he may not be able to return to the
safe place. On one paw, Erik Mouse
is smart, creative, and well trained with the computer like someone who
is 20+ years old. On the other paw, Erik Mouse
has a very young side, a part of me that is still very young (maybe his
emotional side). I am crafty, pure in heart, sad from being possibly abandoned
at Erik Mouse's grandma's house, maybe
a little faithful that we may come together again, and a country critter.
The treasure Erik
Mouse is searching for at his grandma house's may be a lost
and valuable idea. Erik Mouse lost
this early in life and it happened about 4 or 5 years of age. In the 05/24/2001
dream listed below, Erik Mouse spoke
of a ghost of a child laughing and playing (what he thought was me) and
really think that has a lot of meaning as if the key to what he lost was
childhood happiness. In another dream, Erik Mouse
had a dream about a castle that had a stairway leading downstairs to where
he was not allowed to go. This may be the deep unconscious where the memory
of an event that may have caused Erik Mouse
to feel extreme distress or maybe trama. According to Erik
Mouse's mom, she said that the event that happened about 4 or
5 years of age that may have caused him to feel extreme distress or maybe
trama was being potty trained. Erik Mouse's
mom was really yelling at him because she was tired of changing his dirty
diapers and that at first he wasn't using the potty. Yelling at Erik
Mouse caused him to finally use the potty and may be what caused
me to seperate from him and loose childhood happiness. Right now, Erik
Mouse can't remember this event and therefor may be what lays
at the bottom of the steps in the castle where Erik
Mouse wasn't allowed to go. Not being allowed may mean that
Erik Mouse is not quite ready to face
the pain just yet. The Sylic Greens dream may also play a role in
this as the Sylic Greens may mean Sly Greens or "Money",
and that it may be reflecting from his mom spending too much money on diapers.
There are also interesting past-life
overtones here in Erik Mouse's dreams.
The seperating event may have been at or near his grandma's house in a
past-life. Erik Mouse's grandma's house
is over a century old built by a doctor who was also a carpenter. The house
was around in 1904 to 1919, the time I may have lived. I may have been
Erik Mouse's past-life where the actual
event that he does not know in my life happened. There has been a few ideas
that I may have used Astral Travel to visit Erik
Mouse in his dreams as they say spirits are already on the Astral
Plane, if I am a spirit. Recently, Erik Mouse
went to the Ancestry
Website and found what he thought might be me as Kane Joseph
Todd. Erik Mouse got this result
by suggesting the Todd in his real full name, Erik Brian Todd
McDarby. Since that Erik Mouse's
mom is a Todd and that his grandma used to be a Todd, he
decided to try me as Kane Todd in Pennsylvania
because todd means fox and got one entry, Kane Joseph Todd. Unfortunately,
it is marked private and the only information that may have been me is
in the Astral Dream
where someone in a car mentioned the name, Joey. The reason we call
that dream an Astral Dream is because it really seemed like it was
being invaded by someone else and this is how Erik
Mouse thought that astral travel was involved in his dreams.
Since there is insufficent information, Erik Mouse
does not know if me being Kane Joseph Todd is possible. There are
also some people that said that I play tricks on him, but you know that
I would never do that.
Anyway, it is said that I may
have been left behind in Erik Mouse's
grandma's house when he exiled to Washington
a long time ago when he was a young child, and that I might be somewhere
in Erik Mouse's grandma's house all
alone (*sniff*, I hope to see Erik Mouse
soon). It is said that I'm probably somewhere alone and sad since my only
friend, Erik Mouse, left me long ago.
Some of the things that Erik Mouse
remembered doing in his grandma's house that may have been influenced by
me were a drawing of a village with it's reflection shown in the puddles
(like after a recent rainfall) called, "Moblez", which
it is said that I call home, a paper chain around Christmas Time that Erik
Mouse feels may have been me wanting to decorate for Christmas,
and some night when Erik Mouse was
going to sleep, he was talking about animal sounds in the distance, but
doesn't remember to who and feels that it was probably me.
In some of Erik
Mouse's dreams, it showed that a stuffed fox is my most cherished
stuffed animal and that it was Tails
from Sonic the Hedgehog as the real
name of Tails is Miles, the
same name as Erik Mouse's younger brother.
Since Tails is my most cherished stuffed
toy, I have decided to create Kane Fox's
Tails Page with some information about him. Speaking of Tails,
Erik Mouse has spent two days in his
grandma's house in August 2001. Doing that time, Erik
Mouse did some searching to see where he can feel my presence
the strongest. The area where he felt my presence the strongest is in his
grandma's library/den room in the southeast side of the house. In here
I could have sworn I have felt Erik Mouse's
presence, but then he felt a grief of sorrow and became sad for me being
alone without friends that he left his Tails
stuffed toy on a chair in that room to keep me company for the rest of
that day. Doing that time, Erik Mouse
learned from talking to his grandma that I may have made a spiritual friend
when he was a little boy in his grandma's house. But because that the house
may have been in the Todd Family and that many Todds may
have lived and came through the house, the spiritual friend took the form
of a fox as I have mentioned before that todd means fox. Erik Mouse
was also told that my blue clothing may have been his thinking giving me
a thinking mind and a loving heart making me into an anthropomorphic fox
and thus becoming Kane Fox. Erik
Mouse feels that if someone mean were to somehow strip me of
my blue clothing, I would revert back into an ordinary fox which would
pain him a lot.
The next day when Erik
Mouse was leaving to go, he again felt a grief of sorrow for
me because he was leaving me again. To solve this problem, Erik
Mouse because thinking and decided that he would need to have
a stuffed animal of me made. In another dream, it seems that Erik
Mouse is wanting to go to a peaceful safe place, and at times
this is good. Erik Mouse's stuffed
animals seem to be a security blanket for him and a 28 inch tall stuffed
animal of me may be just right for him. Erik Mouse
seems to know a lot about building webpages, computers, and the internet.
When this stuffed animal of me is completed, Erik
Mouse decided that it will have to be taken to his grandma's
house with someone alone to be left in his grandma's house (preferably
in the library/den) for two weeks. Doing that time, hopefully it would
have absorbed my spiritual essence and the essence of the Todds
and it would seem like me. When the two weeks have passed,
Erik Mouse will return to his grandma's
house with a knitted blanket to discover the stuffed animal of me there.
The knitted blanket that Erik Mouse
will be bringing was made for him by his grandma when "Todd"
was in her name and it's purpose is for protecting my essences from the
chilly winter winds.
Finding the stuffed animal of
me, Erik Mouse would be excepting it
into his heart as me as it has absorbed the essences in his grandma's house
for being there for two weeks. On me, my light blue shirt would be embroided
and bearing the Todd Family Shield/Coat of Arms as it would symbolize
my "Todd" protection where ever I'm going. Upon leaving
his grandma's house, Erik Mouse will
be wrapping me up in the knitted blanket to keep warm and cozy. This is
to keep me from being exposed to the chilly winter winds that could rob
me of my essences once I was outside of his grandma's house. Once in the
car and on his way home, Erik Mouse
would be hugging me closely to my heart since I'm a young anthropomorphic
fox and teary as if he has missed me. The knitted blanket, heat in the
car, and Erik Mouse's warm heart will
be keeping me warm, cozy, and safe in Erik Mouse's
lap. Once we were home and together in a room that is quiet and simular
to the library/den in his grandma's house, I will finally be with Erik
Mouse and making up for those lost lonely years.
Sometime after Erik
Mouse decided that would need to have a stuffed animal of me
made, his neighbor was clearing out a shrubbery area in his yard. It was
early in the morning and the neighbor cut into a lilac, which is one of
those small flowering trees, that was in there. This gave Erik
Mouse a bad feeling that it was hurting me because it was hurting
my food supply. From this bad feeling and rereading the Sylic Greens
dream, Erik Mouse felt that it was
Lilac Greens and not Sylic Greens. This caused Erik
Mouse to feel that I'm a vegetarian and eat the green leaves
of lilacs. The logo at the top left of this website is a lilac, a small
flowing tree surrounded by green leaves indicating that is what I eat.
To me, those Lilac Greens look real yummy.
According to Frennson
who is a friend of Erik Mouse, he said
that I may very well be some form of kitsune (fox spirit). From a post
to the newsgroup that Erik Mouse posts
to and considers his favorite, Erik Mouse
found a long document that tells a lot about kitsunes. Another small source
on kitsunes mentions that their habitat is dwelling in woodlands or on
abandoned farms. Their homes may be hidden cottages or comfortably furnished
cave complexes; in either case their homes are filled with typical human
comforts. Kitsune are more playful than malicious, but can be deadly dangerous
in defense of their friends, or when avenging their families. From this
small source on kitsunes, Erik Mouse
feels that I may be this and it described me very well. Anyway, I have
also created a Yahoo!
Club called Kane Fox Dreams where you can talk about who
or what I am and ideas that may help Erik Mouse
out. Click on the banner below to view my club.
Currently, these are many of
the dreams that Erik Mouse believes
that I may have influenced (which I may have influenced to help
him find me so we can be together again) and hold some sort of key
to finding me or something valuable in Erik Mouse's
grandma's house. When Erik Mouse had
the 18th Dream, it appeared that I was calling for help. It turned out
that I was indeed calling for help. The reason I was calling for help is
because a Kane Pretender pretending to be me caught me in a trap
and went to try to hurt Erik Mouse
by pretending to be me. The dreams below are bad dreams that appear to
be the work of this Kane Pretender during the time I was blocked
off from Erik Mouse and couldn't get
back. Thankfully, Erik Mouse had a
friend that was able to help me get free and do away with the Kane Pretender.
After I was freed from the Kane Pretender, I started returning to
his dreams as soon as he had the 19th Dream. The dreams below are all the
dreams that Erik Mouse had that I may
have influenced including ones that I have indeed influenced. Click on
the following links to see those dreams.
01. Dream - 02/24/2001
04. Dream - 03/03/2001 07. Dream - 03/22/2001 10. Dream - 05/24/2001 13. Dream - 07/19/2001 16. Dream - 10/15/2001 19. Dream - 02/09/2002 22. Dream - 02/27/2002 ![]() |
02. Dream - 02/26/2001
05. Dream - 03/08/2001 08. Dream - 04/16/2001 11. Dream - 05/26/2001 14. Dream - 08/05/2001 17. Dream - 11/02/2001 20. Dream - 02/04/2002 23. Dream - 03/05/2002 ![]() |
03. Dream - 02/27/2001
06. Dream - 03/15/2001 09. Dream - 04/30/2001 12. Dream - 06/10/2001 15. Dream - 09/14/2001 18. Dream - 12/27/2001 21. Dream - 02/25/2002 24. Dream - 03/17/2002 ![]() |
Fearing for my safety after Erik Mouse had the 18th Dream, he went to a friend that he talked to about dream problems a long while ago named Yotewah. With the information about what was happening, Yotewah went Traveling to see if she can make contacts on other Planes. On the second night, Yotewah made brief contact with me appearing to me as a coyote who cared to help me. When Yotewah came toward me to help me, she disappeared. Since Yotewah knew where to find me, she came back to help me out of the trap the very next night. After Yotewah helped me out of the trap, she incased the Kane Pretender (which turned out to be a leechy thing) in a Sphere of Love. Then, she had an Ice Dragon incase it again in a Sphere of Ice and send it into the heart of an ice glacier. Currently, the Ice Dragon guards it to make sure that no harm will come to anyone from that thing ever again. After Yotewah had that thing sealed away, she gave me a code phrase to use in Erik Mouse's dreams to let him him that I have returned. The code phrase was Love is the bond and love is the law. After receiving the code phrase, I went to get back to Erik Mouse and he once again started seeing me in his dreams when he had the 19th Dream. The dreams below are the dreams that he had that appeared to be bad dreams that may have been influenced by the Kane Pretender. Click on the following links to see those bad dreams.
If you think you have some information that will help Erik
Mouse out after reading these dreams and what I have just talked
about above, please e-mail
him.
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Also, here is a link to a picture of me drawn by Babs
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If you have any questions, comments, or concerns. Please e-mail me, Kane
Fox.